Heavy Metal by Cameron Winter

Cancer of the Skull

[MYTAKE] [The song examines artistic ambition exceeding artistic competence] The narrator aspires to greatness while believing he lacks the ability to achieve it.

[Lyrics] [The narrator calls himself a heavy metal man]
- “I am full of heavy metals / I am a heavy metal man”
- “I have work in the morning / I have two bags over each hand”
- “I came up the stairs / I came to meet your cigarettes”
- “You'd like to keep my salesman's teeth, wouldn't you, baby?”
- “Well, I'm on a pirate's crazy-eyed quest”
[MYTAKE] [KEY: Heavy metal is both the narrator's toxicity and creative power] Heavy metals possess high energy, bind to organic matter, and resist chemical reactions. Likewise, the “heavy metal man” resists social norms and assimilation; the same stubborn nature becomes the root of both his virtues and vices.

[Lyrics] [The narrator is wired to a man and commutes for him at dawn]
[MYTAKE] [Being wired to the man means dependence on a boss and corporate system] He fulfills social expectations despite his artistic nature.
[Lyrics] [The narrator brings the front door into the house]
[MYTAKE] [The job may give his family a socially respectable appearance]
[Lyrics] [He seeks refuge in an infamous kitchen and follows a pirate's maniac religion]

[Lyrics] [Cancer afflicts the fingers and beginner's hands] The songs are for bad singers; the narrator cannot reach the music of the 1980s and cannot feed what he creates.

[Lyrics] [The narrator is seen as a zero-dollar man]
[Social valuation] [Capitalist hierarchy equates low income with low personal value]
[MYTAKE] [Unrealized artistic qualities are invisible to people who see only his occupation] Because his art could not become a career, observers reduce him to a “zero-dollar man.”
[Lyrics] [Images of defaced perfection and defeated invulnerability culminate in a fatal crash]
[Interpretation] [A bullet through bulletproof glass makes invulnerability absurdly vulnerable]
[Lyrics] [The narrator kisses the emptiest car on the road]

[Lyrics] [Cancer returns to the fingers and the hands of a beginner]
[MYTAKE] [The compulsion to create becomes a destructive cancer]
[MYTAKE] [KEY: The fingers signify aspiration while the beginner's hands signify competence] The image compresses the song's central conflict into a visceral ambition constrained by novice ability.
[Lyrics] [The narrator cannot match legendary performers or nurture hundreds of ugly songs]
[MYTAKE] [The gap between ambition and ability forces the narrator toward mundane employment] He cannot equal musicians such as the Beatles or Led Zeppelin.
[MYTAKE] [The ugly babies are songs he created but cannot develop] After making hundreds, he lacks the competence to help them blossom.

[MYTAKE] [Nina sees harsh reality while the field of cops embodies forces that crush individuality]

[Lyrics] [A hostile building and encroaching city surround the addressee]
[MYTAKE] [The opening depicts society as intrinsically hostile and competitive]
[Lyrics] [Music breaks a window as the city falls]
[MYTAKE] [Music offers escape from cynical reality into fantasy]
[Lyrics] [Nina distrusts treasures and plastic covers]
[MYTAKE] [Nina sees through attractive appearances without retreating into fantasy]
[Lyrics] [Names become absurd objects that make people beg for trash]
[MYTAKE] [Naming joins denotation to cultural connotation] The passage recalls Lévi-Strauss: names carry ideological baggage that shapes reality and incentivizes people to pursue trash.
[Lyrics] [The narrator vows to cross carnivals of pain and fight fields of cops]

[Lyrics] [Nina sees innocence destroyed by insane wild horses]
[MYTAKE] [Nina has profound awareness of reality's brutality and systematic destruction of innocence]
[Lyrics] [When Nina lies on the piano, the narrator is reminded he is stupid]
[MYTAKE] [KEY: Nina lying on the piano is my favorite line musically]
[Lyrics] [A daughterless Russian destroys robins' eggs while music breaks a window]

[Lyrics] [Cavemen behave primitively and drive drunk toward the sea]
[Interpretation] [The cavemen provide another cynical image of social primitivism and self-destruction]
[Lyrics] [The narrator promises to remain at Nina's feet in every lifeboat]
[MYTAKE] [Nina's clear sight and tranquility make her guidance worth following]
[Lyrics] [The narrator embraces what hurts, eats his keys, and meets part of himself]
[MYTAKE] [Trivial tasks can reveal part of one's identity]
[Lyrics] [An extended procession of grotesque everyday images becomes an idiot festival] The passage moves through gardens, groceries, cornfields, planes, tomatoes, dogs, a kitten, and empty chairs.

[Lyrics] [Nina sees what is really in the fountain and the destruction of good people]
[Lyrics] [Domestic searching evokes an unanswered call and hidden shame upstairs]
[Lyrics] [The neighbors lose power while music breaks the window]

[Lyrics] [Spirals, diagrams, vegetables, and talking trees should all be discarded]
[Interpretation] [No ideology appears useful anymore]
[Lyrics] [Social gifts and dreams become increasingly absurd emblems of sadness]
[MYTAKE] [Social rituals are exposed as hollow performances]
[Lyrics] [The demand for an answer culminates in dying for baseball]
[MYTAKE] [Death becomes philosophical escape from fragmentation] This resembles Camus's account of philosophical suicide as flight from the “nostalgia for unity.”
[Lyrics] [The sole survivor is instructed to discard papers and return the way he came]

[MYTAKE] [The final refrain is my favorite part musically]
[Lyrics] [Nina again sees innocence destroyed and leaves the narrator feeling stupid]
[Lyrics] [A deep smiling voice shushes while everything is kicked to powder]
[MYTAKE] [The upstairs voice suggests hidden controllers maintaining respectable public faces]
[Lyrics] [Music is thrown out the window]

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